Blessed

The rain slides down the old tin awning;
Its cool touch leaves me unwanting.
Running off the corner onto the ground
It puddles the area.
As I look up and let the stream flow down my face,
covering me in her sweet embrace,

I know this day will go the way it does,
And certain things will happen just because,
And when today, tries to give me a test,
I have the answers. Today I’m blessed.

We Stood There, Before the End

We stood just there, the day before our end;
your lips were shaking from the cold, dead air.
We tried so hard but, it was just pretend.

We once was everything, my dearest friend.
Our fears together fled to God knows where,
We stood just there, the day before our end;


 Our brokenness I wish I could but mend,
and on my shoulders all the pain id bear
We tried so hard but, it was just pretend.

 To the stars of our love we must ascend;
to face the trial of love we call unfair.
We stand right here, this day we call our end;

Why I am this way I cant comprehend
I wont give up, my dearest love, I swear
Ill try so hard, but fear its just pretend.

We push and pull, our cases we defend
It was coming, but caught us unaware
We stood just there, the day before our end;
We tried so hard but it was just pretend.

A Night time thought

Through the vines it creeps and crawls,
Into my thoughts it seeps and claws.
Will i be able to write the things it wants?
or will i forget because how hard it gnaws?
after all, forgetting, is a flaw.

Dont hate me if i forget the reasons i am here,
For forgetting would certainly be my worst of fears.
I know there is something i must say,
Ill say it now when my mind is free and clear.
For i fear forgetting is getting oh so near.

The day will come when you will see I'm gone
Just know that in my mind my evening dawned.